Category: Love

Surrender

8/31/2011

Still working on this one, but hey, it's new....well sort of, I actually started some of it after a dream I had a few months ago. For part of it I was separated from someone by a thick glass door. He had the key, but was afraid to use it. And for part of it, I was like Psyche completing one impossible task after another in hopes that I would be allowed to let him out. (And so, I've dedicated to Eris AND Aphrodite, who are in cahoots AND Psyche too; what de heck!)

I believe in synchronicity
All around me serendipity
I believe in the wide and deep of dreams

If I can't see you for the trees
I still know you're there (I can feel you there)

wish, wish, my command
trial by fire and the velvet hand
It takes me where I need to go
And tells me what I need to know

I believe in the now of the distant past
Because everything is meant to last
I believe in the truth of arrows sure and fast

If I can't measure to the task
I'll try another day (to rise above the fray)

push, push and so I bow
and bend as deep as is allowed
And if I should sweep your floors
I'm sure to find a door

And what is this all about
Am I in it or with out
Are we even here

What was I fighting for
Does it have to be either or
And why must I decide

I believe in the beauty of eternal dance
And that things are better left to chance
And the chaos I embrace brings order once again

So if I seem without a plan
I can see the path (even if I can't find the way back)

Love, Love is everywhere
Even when it seems that it's nowhere
There is still the sun
And there are numbers more than one

And what is this all about
Am I in it or with out
Are we even here

What was I fighting for
Does it have to be either or
And why must I decide

Like a rose without a name
That sweet scent it is the same
sweet surrender, surrender

So If by chance you come to me
And we may change what we believe
and won't remember

We can just surrender, surrender, sweet surrender

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Stardust

12/31/2010

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STARDUST

Should you find Stardust in your pocket
Dont wonder, tis I cast it there
To light your way on winter nights
And sure your step upon the stair

Repair the thread that once was broken
With shimmer, glimmer & dancing spark
Honeys the bitter wound thats opened
spite darkest pitch, true finds its mark

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Sacred Reunion (Do you know who you are?)

12/29/2010

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The squandered sounds of all these years,
I'm tired of washing my face with my own tears!
Alone in the dark
Was the only time I showed emotion.
Well, I've cried enough to fill the damn ocean!
I know it's cliche, but it falls right on the mark.

I'm all fucked up, it's no excuse!
And somehow I've avoided a noose
Of my own making.
Tried to steel my heart and make it hard.
Predators,
Still find it all too easy for the breaking.

So am I barely alive? Should I be proud,
To have just survived while fooling all the crowd?
"See me, I'm so happy!"
For a shattered child the world's a stage,
An aid to lock the pain away, conceal the rage!

Now come you out of old dreams! Light as air move like a breeze.
Well who the hell are you? Still I recognize you!
You offer me a sweet release. Could letting go be so easy?
Unmoved by my screaming! And you stand by
Everything you promised me a hundred years ago.
How can I help but hate you so?

To make an end I must begin.
So, the way out of this is to go in,
Running through the fire.
Although I've never learned to swim,
For you I dive, All my masks drop like a whim!
Shedding the skin that conspires to confine!

And you lightly rattle my issues
Like you were merely dusting off your shoes,
And I am falling!
To dance off this cliff would be so nice!
Is it my fear of heights that leaves me stalling?

Just pretend it all happened to someone else!
Don't be affected by every touch and smell!
Erase it from my mind!
Just want to get on with a life.
I've tried in vain to break it off leave it behind.

Now come you out of old dreams! Light as air move like a breeze.
Well who the hell are you? Still I recognize you!
You offer me peace. Then you challenge me!
Unmoved by my screaming, and you stand by
Everything you promised me a hundred years ago!
How can I help but hate you so?

Now come you the "fearless" sage! A welcome foil for all my rage.
Well who the hell are you? Still I recognize you!
Your feet seem planted on the earth, but true wings hint of your rebirth
Unmoved by my screaming, and I'm suddenly
Trusting that you gave me ribbons long ago
How can I help but love you so

And I don't know how but still I know
And I don't know how but still I know
That I've already watched you come and go
A hundred years, a thousand times before

And I don't know how but still I know
And I don't know how but still I know
That I've already held and let you go
A hundred times, a thousand years or more

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Long Distance

12/23/2010

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My beloved ones...
You may not hear me.
You may not see me.
I may be miles away.
But in the darkness,
'cross the distance
don't you feel
my arms around you every day?

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The Call of a Siren's Heart!

12/22/2010

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"Dreamy Siren" Josephine Wall

THE CALL OF A SIREN'S HEART

Into the night I sing you still
My whisper beckons you in dreams
To count the stars over each hill
And catch their dusty ribbon streams

The birdsong leaves your window sill
And follows like a shadow feeds
On the light of your fleeting heel
My kiss, your cheek, a moonlit breeze

So, travel by your dreams propelled
And by the by youll come to me
Overwhelm me with your will
And Flood me with your mystery

And while you linger at my door
Wrapped in my cloak of stars and night
Ill press into your heart a map
So that my hearth youll always find

And wrapped inside the map a quill
Parchment and a silver key
To scribe your dreams upon the wheel
Always yearning, turning back to me

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The Litany Internal

12/13/2010

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Eris, Goddess of Discord by Telthona

What if I'm lost?
What if I'm irredeemable?
What if there's really nothing left to love or to love with?
What if under my nakedness, I am truly naked?

What if I'm not just badly damaged, but irrevocably broken?
What if my mother's, brother's, father's, lovers' voices will always be louder than the voice in my head that whispers, "Not true!"
What if I'm sick of wearing the scars I used to think of as evidence of my survival.
Why do I self-impose humiliation?

It's getting harder to detach. Why did I tell you that? I'm admitting everything. Oh shit!

What are these emotions? Pain? Sadness?
This is really inconvenient!
Anger? Where did this anger come from?
Suddenly I'm awake, angry, agitated. I don't know what to do with it!

What if I can't stop the flood?
What if I want to go back to numb, but I've forgotten the way!
What if I don't want to be numb, but I don't want to be this either?
How do I tame the storm of emotions into something more coherent?

I'm losing my ability to compartmentalize! Everything is spilling out! Help!

What if I'm done with the "aloneness" I've grown used to embracing?.
Why did the peace it used to bring turn into a longing, haunting vacuum?
What if I don't have to be alone, but I don't have to be with "just anybody" either
What would it be like to actually be present with someone, instead of invisible?

What if someone is starting to see me when I still can't quite make out my own outline in this fog?
What if I'm starting to solidify? Could there be some substance here?
What if I'm likable? What if I'm lovable?
What if I could relax and just be?

I'd like to clean up the mess of my past but I can't bury it if I can't kill it first! Dammit!

What if this is difficult but not impossible?
What if I could let it go by learning to live with parts of it?
What if I could feel like a whole person? What would that be like?
What if I could find a way through instead of trying to get over this wall?

What if I could give without being taken?
What if I could trust a few people around me?
What if I could trust you?
What if I could start to trust myself?

What if I stop asking "what if?" and just see what happens next?

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Master of No

7/4/2005

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"Princess" Sulamith Wulfing

I was walking a never ending mile
Black gloves were talking to me, like I was just a child

Your love had left me like a feather in the snow
Soft down frozen now; how was I to know

But nothing's invincible You pulled the fortress down
Striking gold on silver My defences down

Silent and twisted like a candle in the wind
The flame is gone The shame burns on
How I wish I had known

That you were Master of No, Master of Nothing
Just a piece of a photograph
You are Master of No, Master of No One
You left me the worst side of your better half

I am walking a never ending mile
I hear you talking to me, but I am not your child
I have have awakened and I now see your face
Shifting ever twisting beneath your thorns of lace

If I fell for the dream of you would I embrace this fate
Swallow blind with hunger the poison on my plate
I shall keep walking and leave you to your fight
Your night is long, bitter your song And all too well I know

That you are Master of No Master of Nothing
You're just a piece of a photograph
You are Master of No Master of No Way
And you left me the worst of your better half

You are Master of No Master of Nothing
You're just a piece of a photograph
You are Master of No Master of No One
And you left me the worst of your better half

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Surrender

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The Call of a Siren's Heart!

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